Sunday, December 26, 2010

Reminiscing 2010

As the year 2010 drawing to a close, this is the year where I made some achievements and decisions.

1. ANIMATING CHARACTERS - All these years, I have been working on models which are mainly static. This year, I indulged myself to created animated characters and I was given an international architectural job to create flying birds interacting in real environment. I realised that in order to achieve a new standard, you have to engage in actual projects to get balls rolling.

Hummingbird in Motion from Bob Azhar on Vimeo.



Humming Bird in Motion II from Bob Azhar on Vimeo.



2. DON'T INSULT MY INTELLIGENCE - All these while, I usually help friends out in consulting and design. But I suddenly realised that people around me are being goody-goody and claimed themselves as friends not because the sake of friendship but because they want something from me. Me, being a nice guy, doesn't have a heart to quote actual cost to my friends. And yet they still wanna free work from me. Hey idiots, you think I live on pensions, ke? I am a cripple now with 7 mouths to feed. And you still rate me at 1990 cost. You think my MacPro is worth RM1k only, my electricity and most important, TIME.

Next year, my wife will scrutinize all clienteles before we can agree to a decision to work the project. Because I am too kindhearted, it is always me becoming cheated of a livelihood. So NOW, if you want a quote, ask my FINANCIAL CONTROLLER. TQ.

3. LECTURING - I have been a part time lecturer in UiTM for three semester. InsyaAllah, I will be lecturing for the fourth semester in 2011. I am glad my lecturing techniques finally brought me a good video project from my students. I deplore ass-fanning, butt-kissing tactics from students, everything I do based on merits and commitments shown. So even if I look to be quite close with some students, if they fail to deliver their assignments, their results will still suffer.



(to be continued- need to get home and pray. Electricity been out the whole day today)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

What's going on?

For the past 2 months, I've been working n a few projects. HD Compositing, 3D modeling, designing a racing track, conceptualizing, scripts, montages, website design and even consulting on million pounds projects. By the look of the amount of work I doing, I should be well off. But hey! Things didn't seem to fall in place "yet" and as for now, I am totally broke to the last penny. The series of mishap is so great. Handphone  battery went kaput, my Rusa got problems, my MacPro starts emitting weird chemical smell, RAM went dead (luckily I got it fixed DIY), might lose the house, road tax expiring and my measly lecturing salary was not keyed in for this month. And these are just part of the whole shabam I am facing. The pressure is heavy but I am hanging on that all these are just a series of test. And what a test I am going through. 

I am keeping my mind in equilibirium. If I collapsed under these pressures, it won't solve my problem, instead it will just worsen things.

Ya Allah! Please lift me from the burden I am enduring and make these clients of mine pay up what is due. 

Totally freak out internally and externally I am calm, and still smiling when watching movies. Hope the internet doesn't go dead on me too.

 

See how it goes in a few days time.

Monday, November 22, 2010

What's going on?

For the past 2 months, I've been working n a few projects. HD Compositing, 3D modeling, designing a racing track, conceptualizing, scripts, montages, website design and even consulting on million pounds projects. By the look of the amount of work I doing, I should be well off. But hey! Things didn't seem to fall in place "yet" and as for now, I am totally broke to the last penny. The series of mishap is so great. Handphone  battery went kaput, my Rusa got problems, my MacPro starts emitting weird chemical smell, RAM went dead (luckily I got it fixed DIY), might lose the house, road tax expiring and my measly lecturing salary was not keyed in for this month. And these are just part of the whole shabam I am facing. The pressure is heavy but I am hanging on that all these are just a series of test. And what a test I am going through. 

I am keeping my mind in equilibirium. If I collapsed under these pressures, it won't solve my problem, instead it will just worsen things.

Ya Allah! Please lift me from the burden I am enduring and make these clients of mine pay up what is due. 

Totally freak out internally and externally I am calm, and still smiling when watching movies. Hope the internet doesn't go dead on me too.

 

See how it goes in a few days time.

Thursday, September 09, 2010

Syahdu di Malam Raya

Kedengaran laungan takbir dan dentuman mercun sekitaran rumah mertuaku di Terengganu.

Telah bertolak ke Terengganu pada malam 7hb kerana malam itu tol Highway ke Pantai Timur FREE. Waktu bertolak terpaksa dicepatkan kerana mengejar ruang masa free yang diberikan 9pm ke 6 am. Setelah buat last minit kerja dan packing MacPro dalam Rusa, bertolaklah kami jam 10.20 malam. Jalan jam teruk. Kami sangka kerana semua orang mengejar tol free juga. Rupa-rupanya ada kereta rosak di Taman Melati. Jalan Highway walaupun banyak kereta tapi tak jam seperti dijangka.

Keadaan kenderaan tidaklah molek masa bertolak. Enjin bergegar dan minyak leaking giler. Top up minyak enjin ngam-ngam dan tambah oil treatment. Nak servis, duit ngajar tak masuk akaun pun lagi. Duit job last minit je yang dapat membantu. Dengan balance RM150 dan tawakkal kepada Allah, kami pun bertolak. Alhamdulillah, selamat kami sampai pada jam 6.30am.

Jelas nampak keceriaan pada Ayah Mie dan Mamie.

Setelah cukup berehat, isteriku terasa nak makan Satar, Pa'ih (otak-otak) dan Pulut Lepa. Jam 5 petang kami pun keluar. Seluruh Bandar Kuala Terengganu jam gila. Setelah berjaya membeli Satar di Batu Rakit, kami rancang nak ke Pasir Panjang tapi sampai je di simpang belakang Pulau Kambing, enjin Rusa tiba-tiba mati dan terus saya alihkan ke tepi jalan. Aduh!! Rosak pula Rusa aku. Termenung kejap kerana duit balance di tangan ada cuma RM50 je. Itupun untuk bayar zakat fitrah. Payment job last minit tak masuk lagi. Kami telefon Ayah Mie dan dia datang menjemput. Nasib baik dia banyak contact.

Malam tu, Rusa aku buat pertama kali dalam sejarah ditarik towtruck.Kepala buntu keran nak bayar nanti dengan apa. Bertawakal je la masa tu agar ada payment yang masuk.

Tengahari tadi, Ayah Mie ajak pergi ambil Rusa. Hati berdebar takut kena beribu le pulak. Mana nak cekau duit. Bil yang sampai Alhamdulllah tak mencecah ribu dan cukup-cukup dengan jumlah payment yang nak dibayar. Yang rosak coupling yang pada bila-bila masa akan pecah dan boleh menyebabkan kemalangan jika dalam membawa laju dan contact point serta box dia jam, so sekarang enjin dah tip-top dengan menggunakan elektronik box pula dan coupling ditukar baru. (tak tahu apa nama betul, benda ni) Cuma sedihnya, payment tak masuk pun dalam akaun. Ayah Mie cakap biar dia bayar dulu tapi selepas dia cakap duit pencen dia dah nak habis ni. Aku harap aku akan dapat membayar sebelum kembali ke KL.

Esok juga hari jadi anak bongsuku, Fareesha. Dia merayakan dengan cukup berpuasa 30 hari. Dia cuma lima tahun dan kami tak memaksa dia berpuasa pun. Dia buat kerana nak ikut kakak dan abang dia berpuasa. Kesihan juga kerana dia menjadi kurus, dan bila kami suruh dia berbuka kerana tengok dia tak larat, dia enggan kerana tak nak miss puasa.

Ralat juga kerana aku sekarang tiada wang untuk beraya dan meraikan hari jadi anak aku. Sebak hatiku bila Fareesha cakap, "Abah, kalau duit tak cukup nak raya, pakai aje duit Fareesha." Syahdu hatiku kerana kuingat tahun ini aku dapat memberi duit raya kepada anak-anak aku tapi kita cuma merancang dan Allah menentukan. Adalah hikmah disebalik kekurangan ini.

Aku bersyukur isteri dan anak-anak aku memahami situasi. Merekalah hadiah kepada diriku yang sentiasa mengelak dari membuat perkara mungkar dan dilarang terutama dalam mencari rezeki yang halal dan toyibban.

Ku berdoa adalah payment yang masuk agar anakku dapat merasa kek yang dibeli bapanya. InsyaAllah.

Salam Hari Raya buat semua. Jika ada kesalahan dalam apa jua keadaan, harap dimaafkan.


-bobazhar
10.40pm. Malam Syawal 1431H.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Menjejak Salahsilah keluarga.

Diberitahu bahawa kelauarga kami dari keturunan Kanda. Mereka asal dari Sulawesi, satu keluarga buang gelaran raja dan dianugerahkan gelaran Kanda. [Saya check ngan Persatuan Bugis Malaysia dan confirm keturunan kanda memang wujud dan ramai di Ujong Pasir ke Ujong Padang (tak ingat) and guess what sama tempat kerabat Sultan Selangor. Mereka merantau dan mendarat di Sabak Bernam. Nama Sabak Bernam diambil dari 6 beradik ini walau sebenarnya ada tujuh. Yang bongsu adalah perempuan. Darripada diberitahu seorang tua di Kg Baru, Kanda Long merantau ke Tapah, Kanda Lang ke Behrang. keluarga kami adalah dari keturunan Kanda Lang dan Wan Malini. Ini yang diberitahu orang tua tu. Dia dari Kanda Long.

Ini takat salasilah yg kami ada.

Mohd Azhar
Ismail (3 beradik- Mohd Noor dan Norlian)
Sidek (4 beradik-Simah, Lamah dan Kadir) Kahwin dengan Jameah, keturunan Wan Malini.
Yeop (tak tahu adik beradik) tapi berkahwin dengan Burok (Abah cakap lawa giler)
Arshad (diketahui adik beradik 1-Kamar)
Mat Khalid (Diketahui duduk di Sabak Bernam tapi pencarian Abah dan Opah tak jumpa waris di sana)
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Kamar ni Atok Opah belah Mak. (Zainab > Puteh > Mat Darus > Kamar) Adik beradik Opah= Md Yusof, Ma' Yah, Aeshah, Nengah, Nina, Menjah, Tijah dan Pesah

Dah bertahun saya cuba menjejak salasilah melalui ayah saya dan sedara. Ayah dan Aruah Opah pernah cuba cari saudara di Sabak Bernam in the 60s tapi gagal. Kami cuma dapat takat yang kat atas ni Ni first time dalam pencarian salah silah saya terjumpa Keturunan Kanda.

Satu lagi ada pantang larang kami tak boleh makan kerbau balau, pisang udang, padi licin dan guna sejenis kepok padi (bekas letak padi) Diberitahu kerabat Minang tak leh makan benda sama.

Sesiapa yang ada kaitan ngan keluarga kami atau tahu dia keturunan Kanda atau ada pantang larang sama, sila berhubung ye. TQ

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Don't Just Read the Quran, Understand it.




Received a SMS from my brother a few days back regarding the significant date 21/12/2012. The so-called End of Days. He asked me to read the translation from Surah 20:12 and Surah 21:12 and are we ready for it. And thanks to the world wide web, I did.

The Quran can't be read just from a verse. We have to read the whole context to understand the meaning. So I took the liberty to extract Malay and English (from Abdullah Yusuf Ali) translation extract from Surah Al Anbiya, which is Surah 21 and verses from 1 to 21.

For those whom wanna read more:-
For Surah Taha; you can read from here.
For Surah Al Anbiya, you can read from here.

Surah Taha on verse 15 talks about the coming of Kiamat (Judgment Days) which Allah swt kept it hidden so every soul can receive awards by the measure of their endeavour. While Surah Al-Anbiya talks about the time of reckoning, those whom said Quran is just medleys of dream and the Punishment which will come soon. Both are about Judgement day.

It is already stated the Judgement Day is not made known to us. So why bother to determine when is the time will end. We are not to decide that the end is near. Just fulfil our obligation as Muslim and deter ourselves from wrongdoings. We may be gone from this earth tomorrow or even the next hour. Putting negative thoughts won't solve our problems. Enjoy life but remember, in one of the verses, Judgement Day is a secret so we will be rewarded for what we endeavor. So enjoy it the right way. By the way, I really am happy that I read the Quran today.

Excerpt from Surah Al-Anbiya

1
Closer and closer to mankind comes their Reckoning: yet they heed not and they turn away.
Telah hampir datangnya kepada manusia hari perhitungan amalnya sedang mereka dalam kelalaian, tidak hiraukan persediaan baginya.

2
Never comes (aught) to them of a renewed Message from their Lord, but they listen to it as in jest,-
Tidak datang kepada mereka itu sebarang peringatan yang diturunkan dari Tuhan mereka lepas satu: Satu, melainkan mereka memasang telinga mendengarnya sambil mereka mempermain-mainkannya;


3
Their hearts toying as with trifles. The wrong-doers conceal their private counsels, (saying), "Is this (one) more than a man like yourselves? Will ye go to witchcraft with your eyes open?"
Dengan keadaan hati mereka leka daripada memahami dan mengamalkan maksudnya. Dan orang-orang yang zalim itu, berbisik-bisik sesama sendiri dengan berkata: Bukankah (Muhammad) ini hanyalah seorang manusia biasa seperti kamu? Maka patutkah kamu turut hadir mendengar sihir yang dibawanya itu sedang kamu nampak dan mengetahui karutnya?


4
Say: "My Lord knoweth (every) word (spoken) in the heavens and on earth: He is the One that heareth and knoweth (all things)."
(Bagi menjawab mereka, Nabi Muhammad) berkata: Tuhanku mengetahui tiap-tiap perkataan (yang dilahirkan atau disembunyikan oleh makhluk-makhluk) di langit dan di bumi dan Dialah jua Yang Maha Mendengar, lagi Maha Mengetahui.


5
"Nay," they say, "(these are) medleys of dream! - Nay, He forged it! - Nay, He is (but) a poet! Let him then bring us a Sign like the ones that were sent to (Prophets) of old!"
(Mereka bukan sahaja menyifatkan Al-Quran itu sihir) bahkan mereka menuduh dengan berkata: Al-Quran itu perkara karut yang dimimpikan oleh Muhammad, bahkan perkara yang diada-adakan olehnya, bahkan Muhammad sendiri seorang penyair. (Kalaulah dia sebenarnya seorang Rasul) maka hendaklah dia membawa kepada kita satu mukjizat sebagaimana mukjizat-mukjizat yang dibawa oleh Rasul-rasul yang telah diutus dahulu.


6
(As to those) before them, not one of the populations which We destroyed believed: will these believe?
Tidak ada penduduk sesebuah negeri pun yang Kami binasakan sebelum mereka, yang telah beriman kepada mukjizat yang diberi kepadanya; maka benarkah mereka yang meminta mukjizat itu mahu beriman?


7
Before thee, also, the apostles We sent were but men, to whom We granted inspiration: If ye realise this not, ask of those who possess the Message.
Dan Kami tidak mengutus Rasul-rasul sebelummu (wahai Muhammad) melainkan orang-orang lelaki yang Kami wahyukan kepada mereka (bukan malaikat); maka bertanyalah kamu kepada Ahluzzikri jika kamu tidak mengetahui.


8
Nor did We give them bodies that ate no food, nor were they exempt from death.
Dan Kami tidak menjadikan Rasul-rasul itu bertubuh badan yang tidak makan minum, dan mereka pula tidak akan kekal hidup selama-lamanya (di dunia).


9
In the end We fulfilled to them Our Promise, and We saved them and those whom We pleased, but We destroyed those who transgressed beyond bounds.
Kemudian Kami tepati janji Kami kepada mereka, lalu Kami selamatkan mereka dan sesiapa yang Kami kehendaki dan (sebaliknya) Kami binasakan orang-orang yang melampaui batas.


10
We have revealed for you (O men!) a book in which is a Message for you: will ye not then understand?
Sesungguhnya Kami telah menurunkan kepada kamu sebuah Kitab (Al-Quran) yang mengandungi perkara yang menimbulkan sebutan baik dan kelebihan untuk kamu, maka mengapa kamu tidak memahaminya (dan bersyukur akan nikmat yang besar itu)?


11
How many were the populations We utterly destroyed because of their iniquities, setting up in their places other peoples?
Dan berapa banyak Kami telah pecah-belahkan dan binasakan penduduk negeri yang melakukan kezaliman dan Kami telah menjadikan sesudah mereka, kaum yang lain sebagai gantinya.


12
Yet, when they felt Our Punishment (coming), behold, they (tried to) flee from it.
Maka ketika mereka merasai (kedatangan) azab Kami, mereka dengan serta-merta lari keluar dari negeri itu.


13
Flee not, but return to the good things of this life which were given you, and to your homes in order that ye may be called to account.
(Lalu dikatakan kepada mereka): Janganlah kamu lari dan sebaliknya kembalilah kepada kemewahan hidup yang telah diberikan kepada kamu dan ke tempat-tempat tinggal kamu, supaya kamu dapat ditanya mengenai apa yang berlaku.


14
They said: "Ah! woe to us! We were indeed wrong-doers!"
(Akhirnya) mereka berkata: Aduhai celakanya kami! Sesungguhnya kami adalah orang-orang yang berlaku zalim!


15
And that cry of theirs ceased not, till We made them as a field that is mown, as ashes silent and quenched.
Maka demikianlah seterusnya jeritan dan keluhan mereka, sehingga Kami jadikan mereka hancur lebur dan sunyi-sepi.


16
Not for (idle) sport did We create the heavens and the earth and all that is between!
Dan (ingatlah) tidaklah Kami menciptakan langit dan bumi serta segala yang ada di antaranya, secara main-main.


17
If it had been Our wish to take (just) a pastime, We should surely have taken it from the things nearest to Us, if We would do (such a thing)!
Sekiranya Kami hendak mengambil sesuatu untuk hiburan, tentulah Kami akan mengambilnya dari sisi Kami; Kami tidak melakukannya.


18
Nay, We hurl the Truth against falsehood, and it knocks out its brain, and behold, falsehood doth perish! Ah! woe be to you for the (false) things ye ascribe (to Us).
Bahkan Kami sentiasa mengarahkan yang benar menentang yang salah, lalu dia menghancurkannya, maka dengan serta-merta hilang lenyaplah ia dan (tetaplah) kecelakaan akan menimpa kamu disebabkan apa yang kamu sifatkan (terhadap Kami).


19
To Him belong all (creatures) in the heavens and on earth: Even those who are in His (very) Presence are not too proud to serve Him, nor are they (ever) weary (of His service):
Dan (ingatlah) segala yang ada di langit dan di bumi adalah milik kepunyaan Allah jua dan malaikat-malaikat yang ada di sisiNya tidak membesarkan diri dan tidak enggan daripada beribadat kepadaNya dan tidak pula mereka merasa penat dan letih.


20
They celebrate His praises night and day, nor do they ever flag or intermit.
Mereka beribadat malam dan siang, dengan tidak berhenti-henti.


21
Or have they taken (for worship) gods from the earth who can raise (the dead)?
Adakah benda-benda dari bumi yang mereka jadikan tuhan-tuhan itu, dapat menghidupkan semula sesuatu yang mati?


Back to work.

Cheers

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

A hectic month

For the past few months, its been hectic as my MacPro has faced so much problems. And it is not the only problem. Been hit thrice on a one night extremely high fever, but that is another story. On the MacPro problem I can say it is all because of my own quest to make it a better system. I have upgraded to Leopard a few months back and when I start to tinker, I lost my original licensing to CS3. Then my internal RAID failed on me. Overheated due to age. Lost so many files in the process. But I have upgraded to Snow Leopard to solve most of the issues. So far so good but I have been facing permissions problems on most of the apps I have.

Last night, disaster struck. Faced with permissions problems I started to tinker again with the system. I have two administrator access which both is mine. So I changed ownership to the new administrator I created when reinstalling the Leopard. Everything went haywired and I was forced to reinstall Snow Leopard again. All my external hard disk got locked out and my internet just stucked. I reset back the ownership to the old administrator and my internet works again.

For external HD got locked I got this on macrumors.com forum. Requires effort on Terminal. Here is the excerpt and it works a charm. Just need to update 1 Gb OS Update (2 hours to go on downloading) and then test all my apps again. Ouch!!!

Quote:
I found a solution that worked.

In Terminal type the following sequence (obviously replace "Volumename with the name of your volume):

sudo chflags 0 /Volumes/Volumename
sudo chown 0:80 /Volumes/Volumename
sudo chmod 775 /Volumes/Volumename
sudo chmod -N /Volumes/Volumename
but if your hard drives name includes a [space] like this: "My HD", then you must write the command like this:

Quote:
sudo chflags 0 /Volumes/firstname\ secondname
sudo chown 0:80 /Volumes/firstname\ secondname
sudo chmod 775 /Volumes/firstname\ secondname
sudo chmod -N /Volumes/firstname\ secondname
or like in my example:

Quote:
sudo chflags 0 /Volumes/My\ HD
sudo chown 0:80 /Volumes/My\ HD
sudo chmod 775 /Volumes/My\ HD
sudo chmod -N /Volumes/My\ HD
It saved both my drives! THANK YOU APPLE!!!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Goodbye my friend

Last Friday, my web buddy passed away. Azmi FG which FG stands for Fat Ghost died due to internal injuries he had from an accident a few days before. He was 48. He was an office colleague of mine when I was an i-director at Concept Access. He was with Concept Comm. We always chatted when I was sharing his office Mac publishing system.

It been years we last met. Actually we never met since I left CA. We got back close in Alumni Mass Comm site with him always putting comments on any forum discussions. His comments is always funny and sometimes doesn't make sense but it makes the site alive.

The night I got the message he passed away, I was devastated. I felt lost and as if a part of me has died with him. I was totally downed and spent in my room asleep and missed WC semis and finals. Never thought that the relationship that comes abruptly to an end affected me so much. It is the same feeling when my wife miscarriage a few years back. Mind went numb and I became a zombie.

To Azmi, al Fatihah to you, my brother. May Allah placed you amongst His minions.

Sunday, July 04, 2010

FEVER

It's been a month since I had fever. Last night I was hit hard. Symptoms is I started to get a chill and then escalated to as if I am in a winter. Had to don my thermal pants, wool sweater and my thick leather jacket. Plus I slept inside a sleeping bag to ease the cold. I took vitamin C and antibiotics. By 3 am, the fever subsided.

What weird my whole right leg up to the upper thigh will be red as ember that will last a few days.

It has been going on the past one year. Everytime I went for a check-up with doctor, he/she will say I got viral infection and a good dose of antibiotics will fix it. My temperature is normal. They even wonder whether I needed MC to ponteng kerja. Funny part I am working on my own at home and I don't need MC since 1997.

Some family members diagnosed me for being hit by someone by using supernatural ways. Santau to be exact method they using. I know who are the culprits. But I wonder it is because he got divorced for his own actions or because he cheated me on a RM9K job I wanted to share with him and for that he got axed out. Or is it they both come to terms to work together to get me sick?

My conscious tells me not to retaliate and lets nature takes its own course. What goes around, comes around. I felt no hatred but pity for my adversaries whoever they are.

For me, I am holding the fort and find ways for remedy.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I am too kind

Too kind that I got trampled by opportunistic so-called friends. So much is owed and because of trust, word as bond was used. Most Malay businessmen I know don't hold their end of bargain if we used words as bonds.

One more thing, I am pissed to the corrupt ways of business I endured. They set a system and yet I would not follow the system that is corrupt and clearly against the teaching of Islam. I may be poor but my integrity is secured. I don't believe in being a kaki bodek and giving undertable. And for that I lost the business advantages as they said it. So, bye bye professional knowledge, bye bye merit.

Ya Allah, show the path, the righteous path as I hold hard on my principles in accordance to Islam. And I am grateful for the rezeki which is halal. You are truly great. Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Hari Bapa - Tears shed.

Sunday Morning, Kuala Terengganu - Father's Day

I woke up with a make-shift envelope made from a notebook. Inside the envelope there is a letter worded in Malay.

Selamat Hari Bapa

Selamat Hari Bapa, Adik minta maaf
apa yang adik buat, adik
sangat berterima kasih kerana bersungguh-
sungguh untuk mencari duit. Adik
berharap akan abah panjang umur....

(Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day, I ask for forgiveness
for what I have done, I am thankful because
(you) worked hard to earn cash (for the family)
I hope you will have a long life)

A five ringgit note was attached to it.

A drop of tear appears on my eyes. My daughter took the liberty to wish me Father's Day and even gave me RM5. It's not expensive wish cards or the RM5. The thought of wishing me that really touches my heart.

I gave back the RM5 and said thanks to her, you need it more than I do.

Thanx Fareeha, Dad always working hard for the whole family. And InsyaAllah, with your doa, I may live long. Hopefully rezeki will be an abundance soon.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

And the winner is.....

Come Monday, I gonna punch in the result for my Animation Technique students. There is no winner. I just hope what I taught on usage of After Effects, Illustrator and Photoshop can be put to good use in their coming semester.

Some one did ask me why I teach when its hourly pay is low. I am just giving back to the school (now faculty) for the knowledge I gained when I was there. Lecturing on techniques also gives me the requirement to further enhance my knowledge. I can further refine my teaching techniques. Since Mass Comm students are not Art and Design students, I need to keep it simple. Last semester, my project assignment must be based on KISS concept. LOLZ Not making out kiss, just an abbreviation for KEEP IT SIMPLE .... . The dot stands for STUPID LOLZ.

Simplicity is important if we want the idea to get across to the audience. Making it difficult will stress us out. As long the element taught is added, it will be added bonus. But there are still some who misunderstood this. Simplicity to them is delivering half-baked animations.

Being Mass Comm students, if you lack the skill to illustrate characters, you make the story interesting and worth watching. Make it funny, make people think. The synopsis may sound great. Explore it in storyboarding. If you find it lack elements for audience to enjoy it, find a different angle on the story to make it interesting.

When we did our advertising final campaign, (BTW, I am not a broadcasting student.) there was three person in our group. Financially deprived, we tried to complete our objective as simple as possible. Instead of outdoor shooting, we did it in the studio which was free. After our two proposals were thrashed can by the lecturer, we proposed a much simpler concept. Ohh yea, our ad campaign was DUREX CONDOM Ad for Malaysian TV screening. Our talent was a golf putter, a golf ball. That was it. These was borrowed from one of the lecturer, Mr Sankaran. (Wonder where he is now?)

We explore ways to produce it. We used PSPP studio (Then PSPP was where broadcasting students do their studio work. Now, Mass Comm has its own studio.) To give the element of elegance, we made the backdrop black and used smoke from kemenyan. Imagine the smell of kemenyan suddenly can be smelt down at the library below. Musta give other students goose-bumps.

We can't afford to rent a steady cam, so we used a simple Video8 camera from my uncle. To give a steady movement, we tied a bungee cord to it so it can be stretched up and down without any hand shake from any angle. The shoot took less than 5 hours. 2 hours shooting, 3 hours chatting. LOLZ.

Next the editing process. We wanted AB Roll editing and the school only had VHS deck to deck suite. So I convinced the lab technician, Abang Zul. (He still in Mass Comm) to do an experiment. I rigged the Video 8 to the deck via the mixer and voila, we had AB Roll editing. BTW AB Roll editing give smooth transitions from clip to clip. Now we can do simply do this transition in nonlinear editing system like Final Cut, iMovie, Premiere, Edius, Vegas and God knows, many others in the market. Then was not that easy. Deck to Deck will freeze the previous clip and dissolve over it, making it look a bit weird. The editing was completed in just a few hours and I did my own editing. I craved for knowledge that I really spent a lot of time in the editing room pushing buttons until I was even thought by my juniors, I was a broadcasting student. LOLZ

Disaster struck when I completed and want to make a copy, the deck chew my tape. To salvage my work, I re-edit at PSPP using Umatic Deck to Deck system. It was my first time using it. Took me two days to understand the process but I managed to recreate but as good as what I did using the AB Roll rig.

So on presentation day, instead of showing my Umatic edited ad, I used the chewed tape. Luckily the lecturer liked it. Fooooh. Got 4 flat for it.

Here is the video I salvaged from the 18 years old VHS tape.


My point for telling this story, we keep things simple, cost as minimal as possible, explore methods to deliver our work. I hoped my future students (that is if UiTM still hiring me next semester) will make the project KISS and explore the software they are taught in, manipulate the methods to give me a good show worthy to show at Festivals outside the walls of UiTM.

And the winner is the one who learn and keep on learning for their own benefits.

Cheers,

-bob
4 am and still wide awake.




Friday, May 07, 2010

Update May 2010: Bamboo Rafting Round 4 and yakitty yack...

Salam,

Been awhile since I last updated my blog. Totally thought I fully recovered from my surgery, only to find myself hit with viral infection every forthnight causing my right leg to swollen almost as big as hulk feet and high fever that made my hands shaking hard. Luckily, the doc gave me medication to recover.

It has not been fun for the past few months for me. With the fortnight sickness, lots of mishaps and delays really agonized me. First, I lost my N80. Haven't taken my time to go to Maxis to pick up my new sim chip. So my 017 is off for awhile. I thought I can get a new handphone, only to receive news that my last 2 months lecturing salary will be delayed to this mid-month. Even my ongoing 3D projects got hold up.

Both washing machine I had broke down, my wife having sore back washing old-style. My MacPro started to have strange problems. Maybe its the Leopard upgrade but one thing for sure my internal 1.5TB RAID 0 is almost reach its end of life. Getting Error -36 most of the times. Darn, extremely needing extra cash to get new drives.

To add to my agony, two hours ago, my Rusa clutch plate gave up on me. So right now onwards, I am immobile.

The good side, my friends gave me a prepaid card and a handphone to keep me reachable. My new other number is 016-237 6324. It is temporary and I hope to get my 017 online once my financial status settled.

And above all, my family and me are still sane and surprisingly, still full of laughter. LOLZ

OK. Back to main topic. This month is the anniversary month for our bamboo rafting endeavor. This is the fourth trip there. This is the Alumni Mass Comm Ning site admin event. It is open to all Mass Commites, family, relatives and friends. Only this time, the place we going is different. The lodging will be a bamboo house replicating orang asli house, better amenities and this time we may be able to try using "sumpit." After 3 trips, we finally going to an Orang Asli event, "bersewang."

I designed and redesigned the tee-shirt logo and did some promo on the Ning site this time too.


First initial design

Current Design


Details on the event can be read here.

Now I need to figure out what I can do to fix my Rusa. If D.I.Y. can solve it, alhamdulillah. If not my empty pocket gonna get burn much deeper. Ouchhhhhhhhh

Friday, January 01, 2010

Happy New Year

Oddly, we already celebrated new year like 2 weeks before today. It's January 1st. Had a great get together with fellow seniors and juniors from Alumni Mass Comm. Had a ball of fun, Q n A games and proposing 2010 events. The food...MARVELOUS.

As usual, most of the time spent was with Sager, a NSTP writer whom have a lot of historical knowledge especially in WW2 and military. We chatted till 5am and at the same time, peek at the moon to see the lunar eclipse. We did saw it but thought it is supposed to be a half eclipse. Found out today, it is just a 1/10 eclipse. Sigh.

Slept at 7 am and woke up when my client arrived to preview my work.

After Friday prayers, went to my brother's house for a family get together. It is my brother and sisters birthday event. Eat some more. There goes my one month diet. LOLZ

Wanted to start my new year with giving, not receiving. So sesi bayar hutang ler. Sikit je but it really gives me the satisfaction and prayed hard it will be continuous throughout 2010.

A quick basuh kain hostel style and a mopped up of the upstairs rooms. Later tonite, I'll make the kitchen in order again. Just a birthday gift for my wife before she comes back from Tganu. CLEAN THE HOUSE UP.

Ouch... 10pm a quick gaming guys get together. better clean up now.

A hectic day but I am happy. InsyaAllah, 2010 will be good to me.

BTW I am teaching again in UiTM. 4 Credit hours/week and the subject; Animation Techniques. More refined and the students gonna have a lot of work LOLZ

Cheerio.